Moments with Graham

Today at nap time I put all 3 kids down and I thought I was going to get a little ME time! Graham laid down for about 10 minutes until he started SCREAMING! I let him cry for a few minutes and then I realized he wasn't going to fall asleep! I went in and picked him up, THAT moment he stopped crying and looked up at me and smiled! All I could think was what a silly baby!

We came in and laid down so he could eat a little more! After a few minutes he stopped and just stared at me! All the other things going on in my mind were silenced as I looked at those bright blue eyes and felt that unconditional love he had for me! His sincere heart warming smiles filled me up with gratitude! Then he started touching my face his innocent curiosity is so special! I love this stage of all he knows is that he LOVES his family and wants to explore his new world! But in those few minutes I KNEW there was NO WHERE else either of us wanted to be! I HOPE that I can love my family the way I felt loved by him, unconditionally truly happy to be with each other!!

I WAS JUST SO GLAD TO HAVE THESE FEW QUIET MOMENTS WITH MY SWEET LITTLE GRAHAMY!

I have always felt his calming and quiet spirit! He is so special, JUST what our family needed to be complete! Life is so SO busy and loud but these moments are what make me SO grateful and happy to be the mother of 3 strong sweet boys!

I LOVE YOU Graham, I cant imagine my life without YOU! You bring something so unique and important to my life and our family! I hope you always know that!